Post Archive
Every month, all the posts from the month prior will be moved here, stored safely with love
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On October 06 at ??:??A/PM
Hei !!!! first post here !!! currently did some adjustments around the site : ) !!!!
On October 09 at ??:??A/PM
Last night was sorta difficult, heres what happend...
On October 21 at ??:??A/PM
I've been feeling great lately !!! went outside to collect acorns < 333
On October 31 at ??:??A/PM
Got a new laptop ,, hurray !
On November 02 at ??:??A/PM
real excited to finally have real bones on my hands, they'll be coming my way soon. Will be posting pics !
On November 14 at ??:??A/PM
redid the entirety of my site ,,,,
On November 27 at ??:??A/PM
finished watching S1 of The Bastard Son And The Devil Himself, last ep almost made me cry !!!!
On December 01 at ??:??A/PM
need new headphones ,,,, bad
On December 02 at ??:??A/PM
tomorrow for my birthday i'll be doing a self-experiment on my genderfluidity and how nature affects it, probably will make a page just for it !
On December 14 at ??:??A/PM
been thinking about vouging lately ,,,,
On December 21 at ??:??A/PM
Happy Winter Solstice and great blessings to all : )
Hei !!!! first post here !!! currently did some adjustments around the site : ) !!!!
On October 09 at ??:??A/PM
Last night was sorta difficult, heres what happend...
On October 21 at ??:??A/PM
I've been feeling great lately !!! went outside to collect acorns < 333
On October 31 at ??:??A/PM
Got a new laptop ,, hurray !
On November 02 at ??:??A/PM
real excited to finally have real bones on my hands, they'll be coming my way soon. Will be posting pics !
On November 14 at ??:??A/PM
redid the entirety of my site ,,,,
On November 27 at ??:??A/PM
finished watching S1 of The Bastard Son And The Devil Himself, last ep almost made me cry !!!!
On December 01 at ??:??A/PM
need new headphones ,,,, bad
On December 02 at ??:??A/PM
tomorrow for my birthday i'll be doing a self-experiment on my genderfluidity and how nature affects it, probably will make a page just for it !
On December 14 at ??:??A/PM
been thinking about vouging lately ,,,,
On December 21 at ??:??A/PM
Happy Winter Solstice and great blessings to all : )
On January 09 at ??:??A/PM
just finished watching the first ep of rupaul's drag race s15 !! absolutely stanning robin fierce (as well a estitties, poppy, and sasha stan)
On January 11 at ??:??A/PM
just posted so many PNGs to my pinterest ,,,, #exhausted
On January 12 at ??:??A/PM
trying out the pale moon browser !! its a 7/10 for me
On January 27 at ??:??A/PM I PASSESD MY LEARNERS YESTERDAY !!! HIP HIP HURRAY !!
On March 04 at ??:??A/PM
The country where i live is no longer safe for me anymore ,,,, thinking about the UK
On March 10 at ??:??A/PM
I got into contact with posionous white sap from a weed ,,,, uh oh (im ok though)
On March 10 at ??:??A/PM
My pinterest kinda feels messy/out-of-aesthetic and it make sme feel icky idk why
On March 16 at ??:??A/PM
I've been contemplating if i should start journaling, problem is what is really considered as "journaling" when i have a phone ????????????????????????? /sorta vague post (ive been mentally unwell these past several days)
On March 16 at ??:??A/PM
Thinking about it this page can be considered as journaling (im rambling atp)
On April 05 at ??:??A/PM
Cool news, im volunteering at a shelter soon ! + possible new job ?
On May 14 at ??:??A/PM
This past week has been rough emotionally and mentally, , , , , , raaaah
On June 30 at ??:??A/PM
So a lot has happened, 1) i got a job at a doggie daycare 2) i lost one of my rings (i was livid) and 3) everything that i wanted are slowly coming together /ma (manifesting tone tag)
On July 09, 2023 at ??:??A/PM
Since i discovered i was a nonhuman, my views about otherkinity has changed a lot, and in recent times im starting to explore more around my hearttypes. I'm not gonna say alot about this because my brain doesnt like to write/type long deep posts about personal matters (or more like, anything really).
On July 09, 2023 at ??:??A/PM
Soon this the page will get a whole make over !
On July 13, 2023 at 12:25AM
It internally hurts so much trying to keep up the pace-of-things when your mentally ill (undiagnosed), i try so hard to keep it up things just seem to get slower if i do
On July 23, 2023 at 3:24AM
After almost (very) roughly 30 days, my site's revamping has been complete ! While i was working on my site life has been in the cray cray, as of yesterday i started volunteering again at my local shelter for just an hour and thirty minutes, just to put something in the system y'know ?
On July 31, 2023 at 10:39PM
Its so scary to be a AFAB ,,,,,, /v
On August 17, 2023 at 10:00PM
Turns out the cough i have is not an outcome from the heat sickness i suffered, but rather the chemicals at my job irritating my lungs. sigh
On August 11, 2023 at 6:47PM
Currently attending Othercon 2023 ! im listening in to the Alterhumanity & Autism panel, it is so good !
On August 7, 2023 at 8:03PM
Learned that tarot readings do not help with otherkin discovery. While its completely understandable why, especially how tarot can be read different for each individual. But what if, after many readings done (that werent even related to otherkinity), all had mentions of the readee being a "starseed" ? that happened to me many times before...
On September 10th, at ??:??AM/PM (the time was accidently erased)
Ive learned two things as of recent, 1) Its spelt Rangoons not Ragoons (and ive been spelling it that way since the beginning of time, no one ever corrected me until recently) and 2)ive learned that doing my spiritual practice more organically rather than pushing myself to do something is the best way to go...
On September 19th, at 12:36AM
Last Thursday, i was struck with a cold. For some reason sickness hits harder for me than others, perhaps its the fact that i dont always take my vitamins everyday, or maybays its because im just a more frailier (if thats a word) being. However though, i now just have a nasal congestion and a cough.
On September 23rd, at 4:39PM
Happy Alban Elfed ! (Autumn Equinox)
On September 30th, at 5:49PM
Its honestly nice to see FlightRising buttons off-site that i had made when i used to play FR.
On October 1st, at 5:14PM
Wonder if i should make TROTW into a monthly thing ...... I also decided to postpone the release of my Naturefluid essay towards the end of 2025 because i felt like it was very much underplanned and i didnt out enough supporting data to show what causes the flucuations.
On October 18th, at 2:15AM
My work weeks were 5 days long, prior to this i only worked for 4 and the differences in mental and emotional experiences (i have AuDHD (self-dx), im more prone to stress in a workplace than neurotypicals due to oversimtulation (to also note, my job was understaffed at that time so thus explains the work schedule change)) were immense, with the 5 day work week i would become more irritable and aggressive, with my 4 day week i was not at all irritable, and more collected and calm... At first, i didnt knew i would experience the way i did during my 5 day shifts, i only thought of the money i would make...
But after looking back, i found that it would be best if i went back to the 4 day week (even my mom and spiritual team agreed !). Though, i didnt tell them this until we had more people joining in the team, and it seemed like even before i came to talk to them bout it they already had a plan to put me back on my original schedule ! Seemed like my wishes were granted : )
On October 20th, at 1:46AM
So i had purchased a taxidermized Ural Owl as while back now for a mini project im doing (its really just mounting the owl onto a perch). Ive contacted a etsy shop that does custom perch sizes, we spoke, i sent the measurements, yada yada. But, it appeared they havent reached back to me since, now there is really no due date for this project of mines, just wanted to talk a lil bout whats going on recently, not in a venting/ranting way.
October 21st, at 6:01PM
Alas ! they finally reached out to me : D !!!!
October 29th, at 1:18AM
After some self-searching on who really are my hearttypes, i discovered that Bearded Vultures may be my only kith. Im still figuring out my Elk hearttype if its a Horse-Elk hybrid or not.. (perhaps its maybe a paratype ??) Thought i can confirm that my Bearded Vulture hearttype is one of the travel forms that i can take into while traversing the Otherworld, along with the Black Shuck being the other. At first i wasnt too sure if my Bearded Vulture form was legit, because it would always seem like a vulture-like falcon, after some searching on the internet and realizing that the Crested Caracara was not an accurate description of my travel form, i started to search differnt Bearded Vulture morphs and to my surprise, the colorations of a juvenile Bearded Vulture fits the most ! I dont call my travel forms "astral shifts" because it does not fit to what i experience, for i can shift in-and-out from my travel forms to my real one.
On November 4th, at 12:21PM
For the first time in my life, a friend of mines asked me if i wanted to hang out with them. And of course i said yes ! I was sorta jittery as per usual with new experiences, overall it went great !!! We went to the mall and got something to eat !!!!
On November 18, at 12:45AM
Exciting news ! i have decided that i will opening a small business on Depop : D !!! there i will be selling mainly rosarys and maybe some earrings in n there.
just finished watching the first ep of rupaul's drag race s15 !! absolutely stanning robin fierce (as well a estitties, poppy, and sasha stan)
On January 11 at ??:??A/PM
just posted so many PNGs to my pinterest ,,,, #exhausted
On January 12 at ??:??A/PM
trying out the pale moon browser !! its a 7/10 for me
On January 27 at ??:??A/PM I PASSESD MY LEARNERS YESTERDAY !!! HIP HIP HURRAY !!
On March 04 at ??:??A/PM
The country where i live is no longer safe for me anymore ,,,, thinking about the UK
On March 10 at ??:??A/PM
I got into contact with posionous white sap from a weed ,,,, uh oh (im ok though)
On March 10 at ??:??A/PM
My pinterest kinda feels messy/out-of-aesthetic and it make sme feel icky idk why
On March 16 at ??:??A/PM
I've been contemplating if i should start journaling, problem is what is really considered as "journaling" when i have a phone ????????????????????????? /sorta vague post (ive been mentally unwell these past several days)
On March 16 at ??:??A/PM
Thinking about it this page can be considered as journaling (im rambling atp)
On April 05 at ??:??A/PM
Cool news, im volunteering at a shelter soon ! + possible new job ?
On May 14 at ??:??A/PM
This past week has been rough emotionally and mentally, , , , , , raaaah
On June 30 at ??:??A/PM
So a lot has happened, 1) i got a job at a doggie daycare 2) i lost one of my rings (i was livid) and 3) everything that i wanted are slowly coming together /ma (manifesting tone tag)
On July 09, 2023 at ??:??A/PM
Since i discovered i was a nonhuman, my views about otherkinity has changed a lot, and in recent times im starting to explore more around my hearttypes. I'm not gonna say alot about this because my brain doesnt like to write/type long deep posts about personal matters (or more like, anything really).
On July 09, 2023 at ??:??A/PM
Soon this the page will get a whole make over !
On July 13, 2023 at 12:25AM
It internally hurts so much trying to keep up the pace-of-things when your mentally ill (undiagnosed), i try so hard to keep it up things just seem to get slower if i do
On July 23, 2023 at 3:24AM
After almost (very) roughly 30 days, my site's revamping has been complete ! While i was working on my site life has been in the cray cray, as of yesterday i started volunteering again at my local shelter for just an hour and thirty minutes, just to put something in the system y'know ?
On July 31, 2023 at 10:39PM
Its so scary to be a AFAB ,,,,,, /v
On August 17, 2023 at 10:00PM
Turns out the cough i have is not an outcome from the heat sickness i suffered, but rather the chemicals at my job irritating my lungs. sigh
On August 11, 2023 at 6:47PM
Currently attending Othercon 2023 ! im listening in to the Alterhumanity & Autism panel, it is so good !
On August 7, 2023 at 8:03PM
Learned that tarot readings do not help with otherkin discovery. While its completely understandable why, especially how tarot can be read different for each individual. But what if, after many readings done (that werent even related to otherkinity), all had mentions of the readee being a "starseed" ? that happened to me many times before...
On September 10th, at ??:??AM/PM (the time was accidently erased)
Ive learned two things as of recent, 1) Its spelt Rangoons not Ragoons (and ive been spelling it that way since the beginning of time, no one ever corrected me until recently) and 2)ive learned that doing my spiritual practice more organically rather than pushing myself to do something is the best way to go...
On September 19th, at 12:36AM
Last Thursday, i was struck with a cold. For some reason sickness hits harder for me than others, perhaps its the fact that i dont always take my vitamins everyday, or maybays its because im just a more frailier (if thats a word) being. However though, i now just have a nasal congestion and a cough.
On September 23rd, at 4:39PM
Happy Alban Elfed ! (Autumn Equinox)
On September 30th, at 5:49PM
Its honestly nice to see FlightRising buttons off-site that i had made when i used to play FR.
On October 1st, at 5:14PM
Wonder if i should make TROTW into a monthly thing ...... I also decided to postpone the release of my Naturefluid essay towards the end of 2025 because i felt like it was very much underplanned and i didnt out enough supporting data to show what causes the flucuations.
On October 18th, at 2:15AM
My work weeks were 5 days long, prior to this i only worked for 4 and the differences in mental and emotional experiences (i have AuDHD (self-dx), im more prone to stress in a workplace than neurotypicals due to oversimtulation (to also note, my job was understaffed at that time so thus explains the work schedule change)) were immense, with the 5 day work week i would become more irritable and aggressive, with my 4 day week i was not at all irritable, and more collected and calm... At first, i didnt knew i would experience the way i did during my 5 day shifts, i only thought of the money i would make...
But after looking back, i found that it would be best if i went back to the 4 day week (even my mom and spiritual team agreed !). Though, i didnt tell them this until we had more people joining in the team, and it seemed like even before i came to talk to them bout it they already had a plan to put me back on my original schedule ! Seemed like my wishes were granted : )
On October 20th, at 1:46AM
So i had purchased a taxidermized Ural Owl as while back now for a mini project im doing (its really just mounting the owl onto a perch). Ive contacted a etsy shop that does custom perch sizes, we spoke, i sent the measurements, yada yada. But, it appeared they havent reached back to me since, now there is really no due date for this project of mines, just wanted to talk a lil bout whats going on recently, not in a venting/ranting way.
October 21st, at 6:01PM
Alas ! they finally reached out to me : D !!!!
October 29th, at 1:18AM
After some self-searching on who really are my hearttypes, i discovered that Bearded Vultures may be my only kith. Im still figuring out my Elk hearttype if its a Horse-Elk hybrid or not.. (perhaps its maybe a paratype ??) Thought i can confirm that my Bearded Vulture hearttype is one of the travel forms that i can take into while traversing the Otherworld, along with the Black Shuck being the other. At first i wasnt too sure if my Bearded Vulture form was legit, because it would always seem like a vulture-like falcon, after some searching on the internet and realizing that the Crested Caracara was not an accurate description of my travel form, i started to search differnt Bearded Vulture morphs and to my surprise, the colorations of a juvenile Bearded Vulture fits the most ! I dont call my travel forms "astral shifts" because it does not fit to what i experience, for i can shift in-and-out from my travel forms to my real one.
On November 4th, at 12:21PM
For the first time in my life, a friend of mines asked me if i wanted to hang out with them. And of course i said yes ! I was sorta jittery as per usual with new experiences, overall it went great !!! We went to the mall and got something to eat !!!!
On November 18, at 12:45AM
Exciting news ! i have decided that i will opening a small business on Depop : D !!! there i will be selling mainly rosarys and maybe some earrings in n there.