Day 26 of May
Too much has happened, unstable relationships (thnxs BPD), my grandma who has dementia fell somewhere in early April and i'm still trying to get accustomed to her now officially leaving with me and my parents, suicidal ideations left to right that i almost called 988. Now i've been just undoing patterns within myself that had been killing my confidence silently, and apart wished my caretakers were more nicer to me. But aye, as of yesterday i got the piercings of my dreams :)